2 years ago

I can't help but to still think of all my favorite past times.
They all happened a year or two ago.
But all i wanna do is be back there.
I don't have any of these people I use to in my life any more.
Other than the Barbarian.
I don't think that putting these old friends will make things the same.
I just wanna feel like I belong.
People to actually wanna hang with me and be around me.
To crave these things.
I will just have to seek out what I desire.

Day One.

I feel out of place..
As if i don't belong.
I just want to fit in.
I want to write down my every thought.
Have something to reflect on.
I can't seem to find the happiness I once use to have.
I once was the happiest man around, but now..
I am just an average joe.
I want to be like Harriet the Spy.
If anyone knows what I am talking about.
Just to write down my thoughts on life and things around around me.
I will write about what I feel, think, and how I think life works.
If my life has already taken this long the rest is gonna be a real drag..